maara-desert

its bine a while but nothing big has happen in my life but me finding myself. ive kinda found my way back to the place where i need to be. i have bine talking to a psycatist and i think its helping. i miss every one i once talk to regularly and i wish i could agian. lately~~~~~ I went to las vagas and saw the The Beatles LOVE, Cirque du Soleil show. Im learning how to sew. Im still trying to draw. and im give up on men for the time being and just trying to enjoy my life as it is. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ before i forget to say it the people i havnt talk to for a while i kinda need to thank because they have

Im so sad right now. Im sad because my ipod was stolen while i was helping people at a blood drive! Im lonly because i dont have a boyfriend any more! Im sad because all my friend that i hang out with on a daily bases do! Im lonly because my mom is going to be gone the week before my birthday! Im sad because i cant be happy before my birthday! Im lonly because keep having the same dream about my crush who moved away 2 years ago! Im sad because I text people and they never text back! Im lonly because no one seems to want to talk about this with me! My head always hurts and i always feel like Im goning to through up. I hate this feel

arg! I can’t decide on which hetalia character my boyfriend should be I keep smashing my head in to the wall(literally) trying to find the answer and it’s not working(obviously still has problem).I’ve narrowed it down to three but I can’t decide .he doesn’t care cause has passive on the subject because A) he needs a hair cut B)he doesn’t care if he has to die his hair and C) the costumes cost about the same .I know I’m going to be Elizabeta Héderváry (Hungary)but I can’t decide between: Feliciano Vargas (Republic Of Italy (Republican Italian), Northern Italy) Roderich Edelstein (Austria) G